Over sixty years, I have a dream.

My life was a series of boredom.

 

What am I? , Who am I? that to overcome my shortcomings, I encountered a lot of reading.

 

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Among them, studying English alone has reached the level of teaching others from the age of 47.

Although it is English grammar, many words are insufficient.

 

 

After graduating from university, while I was studying Chunilmoon to go to graduate school

for a master's program in the United States, cancer was discovered in the uterus.

 

 

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I wanted to go to Penn Graduate School in Pennsylvania to major in East Asian Studies.

 

 

 

 

In Feb 2017, I went to the ice-rink to strengthen my lower body.

I collided with a reverse runner and I had metal pin inserted into my fractured right wrist.

 

 

The aftermath still haunts me to these days.

The sequelae come from irritation, but the first start was told by the specialist.

He said that if I move my right finger with a cast, stimulation will come to my left index finger,

but I thought it was stimulation from surgery.

 

 

It is said that there are 100,000 Km of blood vessels in the human body,

and it seems that everything will be better when blood circulates again from the broken wrist to the heart.

 

 

Stimulation all over my body, including my chest, lower abdomen, and right shoulder made life uncomfortable.

 

 

Also, because of this stimulation, surgery is scary and scary.

 

 

 

In Feb last year, while receiving physical therapy at an orthopedic surgeon,

the cold entered my body so I took herbal medicine for 10 months.

 

 

I am in a lawsuit with the hospital because I am so unfair that my body is getting cold.

 

The first lawsuit was defeated, and the second lawsuit is ongoing.

 

 

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And on May 6th, I was diagnosed with endometrial cancer.

 

The hospital always recommends surgery.

 

 

Of course, it was anxious, ferrified, and fearful,

and in the meantime I had moved three hospitals.

 

 

 

Doctors actively recommend only surgery.

And it also scares me a lot.

It doesn't give me the exact information about cancer I want to know.

I want to know for sure the size of the cancer, the cancer level, etc.

 

 

 

I am reading a book about natural healing and trying to fugure out a way to avoid surgery.

 

 

 

That people live.

Whatever life you are in, it is a blessing and a grace.

 

 

 

where he lives... Jun 19. 2021

 

Now, the time has come to pray to him.