艸貞 2021. 6. 4. 22:43

All inspections are over.

There is no metastasis anywhere other than adenocarcinoma.

 

 

I took a picture of the uterine model in the professor's room who was looking at the treatment.

 

uterine model Jun 3. 2021

 

He said to me that I would have surgery to remove the uterus, pelvic lymph nodes, and ovaries.

And the final stage would come out only after surgery.

 

And this is an advertisement photo of the Da Vinci Robot Surgery that I'll be doing.

 

the advertisement photo of the Da Vinci Robot Surgery Jun 3. 2021

 

 

The surgery date, which was scheduled for early June, was postponed to the end of next month.

 

 

Instead of the standard teratment at the hospital,

I decided to choose a nursing center operated by an oriental clinic to receive treatment.

 

 

It's a really difficult decision.

 

 

 

Behind this difficult decision is the experience of wrist fracture surgery.

It's been 3 years and 4 months, but I'm still struggling with irritation.

It was a fracture then, but now it is cancer.

 

 

Whether the treatment roadmap I have chosen is the wisest and best decision,

I honestly don't know.

 

 

 

 

However, it is difficult for me to make decisions without regrets.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Reading and writing three English sentences, walking 10,000 steps in Anyanhcheon.

I was vomiting while walking, and it was difficult because of dizziness.

 

 

And it's cold, so I have to wear thick clothes.

Wearing a scart in this weather, two thin jumpers, a hat,

pretending to be working out, but wearing gloves.

 

 

 

I eat three meals a day and study to escape the fear of cancer.

 

 

 

 

I lost weight from 65Kg in Feb last year to 57Kg in Apr this year through diet.

As of June, after being diagnosed with cancer, I weigh 54Kg.

 

It's the first time I've lost weight on my own, and I feel pertty dirty.

 

 

 

Try practicing my smile, and try to laugh out loud.

Even if it's fake.

Because the brain is deceived. Happy.